Month: April 2008

  • Texas judge holding custody hearing for polygamists' kids

    Texas
    judge holding custody hearing for polygamists' kids

    By MICHELLE ROBERTS

     

    The 416 children who
    once led cloistered lives on their church's ranch outside a tiny town in
    West Texas have spent the past two weeks
    sleeping on cots, shuffled from shelter to shelter.

    On Thursday, a judge
    was to hear from their attorneys, along with attorneys for their parents and
    Child Protective Services, on whether the children ought to be returned to the
    ranch run by a polygamous sect or be placed in permanent foster
    care.

    "Our attorneys are
    going to take all the evidence we have and make a case for keeping the children
    in our care," CPS spokeswoman Marissa Gonzales
    said.

    At least a dozen sect
    members wearing long, pioneer-style dresses quietly made their way to the
    courtroom early Thursday. Most of the women, accompanied by lawyers, looked down
    as they passed a throng of video cameras and news
    reporters.

    "I hope we can come up
    with a resolution where these child can be safe and happy," Susan Hays, an
    attorney representing a 2-year-old girl in the case, said Thursday before the
    hearing. "It's difficult when you have a case this
    large."

    Tom Green County Judge
    Barbara Walther signed an emergency order nearly two weeks ago giving the state
    custody of the children after a 16-year-old girl called an abuse hot line
    claiming her husband, a 50-year-old member of the sect, beat and raped her. The
    girl has yet to be identified by investigators.

    Authorities raided the
    Eldorado ranch and spent a week collecting documents and disk drives that might
    provide evidence of underage girls being given to adult men in marriages by the
    Fundamentalist Church of Jesus Christ of Latter Day Saints, which owns the
    ranch.

    The children, first
    taken to shelters in Eldorado, were later moved to a historic fort and then to a
    domed coliseum on the fairgrounds in San Angelo. All but 27 adolescent boys are
    staying in the coliseum and a nearby building; the teenage boys are at a boys
    ranch near Amarillo.

    If Walther gives CPS
    permanent custody of the children, the agency will begin looking for foster
    homes in a case that has already stretched the legal resources of this San Angelo and the state's
    child welfare system.

    The custody case is
    one of the largest in U.S. history and involves children
    from six months to 17 years in age. Roughly 100 of the children are under age
    4.

    State officials
    contend the children were being physically and sexually abused or were in
    imminent danger of such abuse. In initial court filings, they said girls were
    forced into spiritual marriages - relationships ordained by the church but not
    legally recognized - with adult men and that boys were conditioned to be abusers
    as they grew up.

    FLDS members say the
    state is persecuting them for their faith and that their 1,700-acre Yearning for
    Zion Ranch, with its soaring white temple and log cabin-style houses, is simply
    a home isolated from a hostile and sinful world.

    They deny children
    were abused.

    "It's the furthest
    thing away from what we do here," said Dan, a sect member who spoke at the
    compound Wednesday but declined to give his last name because he fears how it
    will affect his children in state custody. "There's nothing that's more disliked
    and more trained against."

    Attorneys for the
    parents were seen entering the compound Wednesday, and a parade of attorneys
    recruited by the state bar association was interviewing children at the shelter
    in advance of Thursday's hearing.

    Typically, each child
    would be given a separate hearing, but given the number of cases, it's likely
    the judge will have the state, the children's attorneys and the parents'
    attorneys make consolidated presentations, at least initially, said Harper
    Estes, president-elect of the state bar.

    "You can't go
    one-by-one," Estes said.

    Walther's courtroom is
    expected to be jammed with attorneys and parents, so a live video feed has been
    set up in nearby City Hall to allow the media and the public to watch the
    proceedings.

    If the judge gives the
    state permanent custody, CPS will have an enormous challenge in finding homes
    for the children in an already tight foster system.

    CPS has relied on
    volunteers to help feed the children, launder linens and provide crafts and
    games for them in a dorm-style setting for the past two weeks. But the agency
    will have to find stable homes and try to decipher sibling relationships that
    should be preserved if it gets permanent custody.

    Even identifying
    groups of siblings has been challenging so far.

    "There's quite a lot
    of difficulty in identifying how many of these children are biologically related
    to one another. There's a large number who are half-siblings," Gonzales
    said.

    The children, who
    dress in pioneer-style clothes meant to emphasize modesty, have been raised in
    the insular FLDS community.

    The sect came to
    West Texas in 2003, relocating some members
    from the church's traditional home along the Utah-Arizona state line. It traces
    its religious roots to the early theology of the mainstream Church of Jesus
    Christ of Latter-day Saints, which now denounces polygamy and excommunicates
    members found practicing it.

    Meanwhile, Texas
    Attorney General Greg Abbott said Thursday that FLDS members may face legal
    troubles other than abuse allegations and custody battles for their
    children.

    Abbott said FLDS
    mothers who have been defending their polygamous lifestyle in interviews this
    week may be subject to prosecution for bigamy.

    On ABC's "Good Morning
    America," he said the mothers, in nationally televised interviews Wednesday,
    "admitted to living in a state of bigamy."

    "That also would be
    grounds for legal prosecution in the state of Texas," he said.

    UPDATE:

    Hundreds of lawyers in Texas are studying the first piece of evidence
    that was supposed to be introduced at a court hearing. The hearing is
    aimed at deciding the fate of hundreds of children seized from a
    polygamist retreat.

    The demand to examine the evidence quickly
    caused a recess to be declared. The judge has decided to let the
    children's attorneys read over the evidence and decide whether to
    object as a group or make individual objections.

  • Romans 1

    I want to thank all of you who are praying for us as we adjust to the new change in schedules. We really appreciate it. Thank you and please continue to pray.
    Thank you and God bless you

    Just a note for those of you who may not know...All scriptures quoted on site are KJV. Thank you

    Rom 1:1  Paul, a servant of Jesus Christ, called to be an apostle, separated unto the gospel of God,
    Rom 1:2  (Which he had promised afore by his prophets in the holy scriptures,)
    Rom 1:3  Concerning his Son Jesus Christ our Lord, which was made of the seed of David according to the flesh;
    Rom 1:4  And declared to be the Son of God with power, according to the spirit of holiness, by the resurrection from the dead:
    Rom 1:5  By whom we have received grace and apostleship, for obedience to the faith among all nations, for his name:
    Rom 1:6  Among whom are ye also the called of Jesus Christ:
    Rom 1:7  To all that be in Rome, beloved of God, called to be saints: Grace to you and peace from God our Father, and the Lord Jesus Christ.
    Rom 1:8  First, I thank my God through Jesus Christ for you all, that your faith is spoken of throughout the whole world.
    Rom 1:9  For God is my witness, whom I serve with my spirit in the gospel of his Son, that without ceasing I make mention of you always in my prayers;
    Rom 1:10  Making request, if by any means now at length I might have a prosperous journey by the will of God to come unto you.
    Rom 1:11  For I long to see you, that I may impart unto you some spiritual gift, to the end ye may be established;
    Rom 1:12  That is, that I may be comforted together with you by the mutual faith both of you and me.
    Rom 1:13  Now I would not have you ignorant, brethren, that oftentimes I purposed to come unto you, (but was let hitherto,) that I might have some fruit among you also, even as among other Gentiles.
    Rom 1:14  I am debtor both to the Greeks, and to the Barbarians; both to the wise, and to the unwise.
    Rom 1:15  So, as much as in me is, I am ready to preach the gospel to you that are at Rome also.
    Rom 1:16  For I am not ashamed of the gospel of Christ: for it is the power of God unto salvation to every one that believeth; to the Jew first, and also to the Greek.
    Rom 1:17  For therein is the righteousness of God revealed from faith to faith: as it is written, The just shall live by faith.
    Rom 1:18  For the wrath of God is revealed from heaven against all ungodliness and unrighteousness of men, who hold the truth in unrighteousness;
    Rom 1:19  Because that which may be known of God is manifest in them; for God hath shewed it unto them.
    Rom 1:20  For the invisible things of him from the creation of the world are clearly seen, being understood by the things that are made, even his eternal power and Godhead; so that they are without excuse:
    Rom 1:21  Because that, when they knew God, they glorified him not as God, neither were thankful; but became vain in their imaginations, and their foolish heart was darkened.
    Rom 1:22  Professing themselves to be wise, they became fools,
    Rom 1:23  And changed the glory of the uncorruptible God into an image made like to corruptible man, and to birds, and fourfooted beasts, and creeping things.
    Rom 1:24  Wherefore God also gave them up to uncleanness through the lusts of their own hearts, to dishonour their own bodies between themselves:
    Rom 1:25  Who changed the truth of God into a lie, and worshipped and served the creature more than the Creator, who is blessed for ever. Amen.
    Rom 1:26  For this cause God gave them up unto vile affections: for even their women did change the natural use into that which is against nature:
    Rom 1:27  And likewise also the men, leaving the natural use of the woman, burned in their lust one toward another; men with men working that which is unseemly, and receiving in themselves that recompence of their error which was meet.
    Rom 1:28  And even as they did not like to retain God in their knowledge, God gave them over to a reprobate mind, to do those things which are not convenient;
    Rom 1:29  Being filled with all unrighteousness, fornication, wickedness, covetousness, maliciousness; full of envy, murder, debate, deceit, malignity; whisperers,
    Rom 1:30  Backbiters, haters of God, despiteful, proud, boasters, inventors of evil things, disobedient to parents,
    Rom 1:31  Without understanding, covenantbreakers, without natural affection, implacable, unmerciful:
    Rom 1:32  Who knowing the judgment of God, that they which commit such things are worthy of death, not only do the same, but have pleasure in them that do them.

    We are not supposed to be ashamed of the gospel. We should be willing to stand up strong. The Just shall live by faith. We need to place our faith in Jesus and follow Him where ever He leads us.

    All are without excuse. God has revealed Himself in His creation.

    Psa 19:1  <To the chief Musician, A Psalm of David.> The heavens declare the glory of God; and the firmament sheweth his handywork.

    God showed Himself in His creation but still people make up silly things like "the Big Bang Theory" and don't thank or glorify God. They think they are so wise and they try to "play god" but they are fools. They make their own gods and worship things like nature instead of the Creator.

    So God lets them follow their lusts. He lets them go off and do unnatural things with their bodies. They change the truth of God to lies. There are many bible versions out there that have been twisted by people to say what they want them to say so they can go out and live their sinful ways. They have changed His words to lies.

    They were given over to a reprobate mind (a mind void of judgment) because they did not acknowledge God.

    It says they were filled with unrighteousness. Here are a few of the things listed.....

    Fornication - sexual intercourse outside of marriage. It can also be used to refer to adultery or incest.

    Wickedness - to be morally bad, evil in thoughts and purpose.

    Full of envy - Discontent at the good fortune of another. The bible speaks of envy as a sin and stumbling block.

    Deceit - The intentional misleading of another. Underhanded practice or act intended to mislead.

    Backbiters - to slander or speak evil of an absent person

    Proud - conceit concerning one's talents, ability, wealth, etc. It is seeking for one's self the honor and glory that properly belongs to God.

    Inventors of evil things - I could name some evil inventions but I am sure you can think of some yourself.

    Disobedient to Parents - Failure (through refusal or neglect) to conform to a command of the parent.

    They know that these things are worthy of death, but still not only do them but take pleasure in it.

  • FYP

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    Tonight is my husband's first night working 4pm -4:30am
     
    We would love your prayers as we adjust to the new schedule.

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  • Sinners in the Hands of an Angry God

    Sinners in the Hands of an Angry God

    Jonathan Edwards (1703-1758)

    Enfield, Connecticut

    July 8, 1741

    "Their foot shall slide in due time""

    Deuteronomy 32:35

    In this verse is threatened the vengeance of God on the wicked
    unbelieving Israelites, who were God's visible people, and who lived
    under the means of grace; but who, notwithstanding all God's wonderful
    works towards them, remained (as vers 28.) void of counsel, having no
    understanding in them. Under all the cultivations of heaven, they
    brought forth bitter and poisonous fruit; as in the two verses next
    preceding the text. -- The expression I have chosen for my text, their foot shall slide in due time, seems to imply the following things, relating to the punishment and destruction to which these wicked Israelites were exposed.

    1. That they were always exposed to destruction; as
      one that stands or walks in slippery places is always exposed to fall.
      This is implied in the manner of their destruction coming upon them,
      being represented by their foot sliding. The same is expressed, Psalm
      72:18. "Surely thou didst set them in slippery places; thou castedst them down into destruction."

    2. It implies, that they were always exposed to sudden unexpected
      destruction. As he that walks in slippery places is every moment liable
      to fall, he cannot foresee one moment whether he shall stand or fall
      the next; and when he does fall, he falls at once without warning:
      Which is also expressed in Psalm 73:18,19. "Surely thou didst set
      them in slippery places; thou castedst them down into destruction: How
      are they brought into desolation as in a moment!
      "

    3. Another thing implied is, that they are liable to fall of themselves,
      without being thrown down by the hand of another; as he that stands or
      walks on slippery ground needs nothing but his own weight to throw him
      down.
    4. That the reason why they are not fallen already and do not
      fall now is only that God's appointed time is not come. For it is said,
      that when that due time, or appointed time comes, their foor shall slide.
      Then they shall be left to fall, as they are inclined by their own
      weight. God will not hold them up in these slippery places any longer,
      but will let them go; and then, at that very instant, they shall fall
      into destruction; as he that stands on such slippery declining ground,
      on the edge of a pit, he cannot stand alone, when he is let go he
      immediately falls and is lost.

    The observation from the words that I would now insist upon is this.
    -- "There is nothing that keeps wicked men at any one moment out of
    hell, but the mere pleasure of God." -- By the mere pleasure of God, I mean his sovereign
    pleasure, his arbitrary will, restrained by no obligation, hindered by
    no manner of difficulty, any more than if nothing else but God's mere
    will had in the least degree, or in any respect whatsoever, any hand in
    the preservation of wicked men one moment. -- The truth of this
    observation may appear by the following considerations.

    1. There is no want of power in God to cast wicked
      men into hell at any moment. Men's hands cannot be strong when God
      rises up. The strongest have no power to resist him, nor can any
      deliver out of his hands. -- He is not only able to cast wicked men
      into hell, but he can most easily do it. Sometimes an earthly prince
      meets with a great deal of difficulty to subdue a rebel, who has found
      means to fortify himself, and has made himself strong by the numbers of
      his followers. But it is not so with God. There is no fortress that is
      any defence from the power of God. Though hand join in hand, and vast
      multitudes of God's enemies combine and associate themselves, they are
      easily broken in pieces. They are as great heaps of light chaff before
      the whirlwind; or large quantities of dry stubble before devouring
      flames. We find it easy to tread on and crush a worm that we see
      crawling on the earth; so it is easy for us to cut or singe a slender
      thread that any thing hangs by: thus easy is it for God, when he
      pleases, to cast his enemies down to hell. What are we, that we should
      think to stand before him, at whose rebuke the earth trembles, and
      before whom the rocks are thrown down?
    2. They deserve to be cast into hell; so that
      divine justice never stands in the way, it makes no objection against
      God's using his power at any moment to destroy them. Yea, on the
      contrary, justice calls aloud for an infinite punishment of their sins.
      Divine justice says of the tree that brings forth such grapes of Sodom,
      "Cut it down, why cumbereth it the ground?" Luke 13:7. The
      sword of divine justice is every moment brandished over their heads,
      and it is nothing but the hand of arbitrary mercy, and God's mere will,
      that holds it back.
    3. They are already under a sentence of condemnation
      to hell. They do not only justly deserve to be cast down thither, but
      the sentence of the law of God, that eternal and immutable rule of
      righteousness that God has fixed between him and mankind, is gone out
      against them, and stands against them; so that they are bound over
      already to hell. John 3:18. "He that believeth not is condemned already." So that every unconverted man properly belongs to hell; that is his place; from thence he is, John 8:23. "Ye are from beneath:" And thither he is bound; it is the place that justice, and God's word, and the sentence of his unchangeable law assign to him.
    4. They are now the objects of that very same anger
      and wrath of God, that is expressed in the torments of hell. And the
      reason why they do not go down to hell at each moment, is not because
      God, in whose power they are, is not then very angry with them; as he
      is with many miserable creatures now tormented in hell, who there feel
      and bear the fierceness of his wrath. Yea, God is a great deal more
      angry with great numbers that are now on earth: yea, doubtless, with
      many that are now in this congregation, who it may be are at ease, than
      he is with many of those who are now in the flames of hell.

      So that it is not because God is unmindful of their wickedness, and
      does not resent it, that he does not let loose his hand and cut them
      off. God is not altogether such an one as themselves, though they may
      imagine him to be so. The wrath of God bums against them, their
      damnation does not slumber; the pit is prepared, the fire is made
      ready, the fumace is now hot, ready to receive them; the flames do now
      rage and glow. The glittering sword is whet, and held over them, and
      the pit hath opened its mouth under them.

    5. The devil stands ready to fall upon them, and
      seize them as his own, at what moment God shall permit him. They belong
      to him; he has their souls in his possession, and under his dominion.
      The scripture represents them as his goods, Luke 11:12. The devils
      watch them; they are ever by them at their right hand; they stand
      waiting for them, like greedy hungry lions that see their prey, and
      expect to have it, but are for the present kept back. If God should
      withdraw his hand, by which they are restrained, they would in one
      moment fly upon their poor souls. The old serpent is gaping for them;
      hell opens its mouth wide to receive them; and if God should permit it,
      they would be hastily swallowed up and lost.
    6. There are in the souls of wicked men those hellish principles
      reigning, that would presently kindle and flame out into hell fire, if
      it were not for God's restraints. There is laid in the very nature of
      carnal men, a foundation for the torments of hell. There are those
      corrupt principles, in reigning power in them, and in full possession
      of them, that are seeds of hell fire. These principles are active and
      powerful, exceeding violent in their nature, and if it were not for the
      restraining hand of God upon them, they would soon break out, they
      would flame out after the same manner as the same corruptions, the same
      enmity does in the hearts of damned souls, and would beget the same
      torments as they do in them. The souls of the wicked are in scripture
      compared to the troubled sea, Isa. 57:20. For the present, God
      restrains their wickedness by his mighty power, as he does the raging
      waves of the troubled sea, saying, "Hitherto shalt thou come, but no further;"
      but if God should withdraw that restraining power, it would soon carry
      all before it. Sin is the ruin and misery of the soul; it is
      destructive in its nature; and if God should leave it without
      restraint, there would need nothing else to make the soul perfectly
      miserable. The corruption of the heart of man is immoderate and
      boundless in its fury; and while wicked me live here, it is like fire
      pent up by God's restraints, whereas if it were let loose, it would set
      on fire the course of nature; and as the heart is now a sink of sin, so
      if sin was not restrained, it would immediately turn the soul into
      fiery oven, or a furnace of fire and brimstone.
    7. It is no security to wicked men for one moment, that there are
      no visible means of death at hand. It is no security to a natural man,
      that he is now in health, and that he does not see which way he should
      now immediately go out of the world by any accident, and that there is
      no visible danger in any respect in his circumstances. The manifold and
      continual experience of the world in all ages, shows this is no
      evidence, that a man is not on the very brink of eternity, and that the
      next step will not be into another world. The unseen, unthought-of ways
      and means of persons going suddenly out of the world are innumerable
      and inconceivable. Unconverted men walk over the pit of hell on a
      rotten covering, and there are innumerable places in this covering so
      weak that they will not bear their weight, and these places are not
      seen. The arrows of death fly unseen at noon-day; the sharpest sight
      cannot discem them. God has so many different unsearchable ways of
      taking wicked men out of the world and sending them to hell, that there
      is nothing to make it appear, that God had need to be at the expense of
      a miracle, or go out of the ordinary course of his providence, to
      destroy any wicked man, at any moment. All the means that there are of
      sinners going out of the world, are so in God's hands, and so
      universally and absolutely subject to his power and determination, that
      it does not depend at all the less on the mere will of God, whether
      sinners shall at any moment go to hell, than if means were never made
      use of, or at all concerned in the case.
    8. Natural men's prudence and care to preserve their own lives,
      or the care of others to preserve them, do not secure them a moment. To
      this, divine providence and universal experience do also bear
      testimony. There is this clear evidence that men's own wisdom is no
      security to them from death; that if it were otherwise we should see
      some difference between the wise and politic men of the world, and
      others, with regard to their liableness to early and unexpected death:
      but how is it in fact? Eccles. 2:16. "How dieth the wise man? even as the fool."
    9. All wicked men's pains and contrivande which
      they use to escape hell, while they continue to reject Christ, and so
      remain wicked men, do not secure them from hell one moment. Almost
      every natural man that hears of hell, flatters himself that he shall
      escape it; he depends upon himself for his own security; he flatters
      himself in what he has done, in what he is now doing, or what he
      intends to do. Every one lays out matters in his own mind how he shall
      avoid damnation, and flatters himself that he contrives well for
      himself, and that his schemes will not fail. They hear indeed that
      there are but few saved, and that the greater part of men that have
      died heretofore are gone to hell; but each one imagines that he lays
      out matters better for his own escape than others have done. He does
      not intend to come to that place of torment; he says within himself,
      that he intends to take effectual care, and to order matters so for
      himself as not to fail.

      But the foolish children of men miserably delude themselves in their
      own schemes, and in confidence in their own strength and wisdom; they
      trust to nothing but a shadow. The greater part of those who heretofore
      have lived under the same means of grace, and are now dead, are
      undoubtedly gone to hell; and it was not because they were not as wise
      as those who are now alive: it was not because they did not lay out
      matters as well for themselves to secure their own escape. If we could
      speak with them, and inquire of them, one by one, whether they
      expected, when alive, and when they used to hear about hell, ever to be
      the subjects of misery: we doubtless, should hear one and another
      reply, "No, I never intended to come here: I had laid out matters
      otherwise in my mind; I thought I should contrive well for myself -- I
      thought my scheme good. I intended to take effectual care; but it came
      upon me unexpected; I did not look for it at that time, and in that
      manner; it came as a thief -- Death outwitted me: God's wrath was too
      quick for me. Oh, my cursed foolishness! I was flattering myself, and
      pleasing myself with vain dreams of what I would do hereafter; and when
      I was saying, Peace and safety, then sudden destruction came upon me."

    10. God has laid himself under no obligation, by
      any promise to keep any natural man out of hell one moment. God
      certainly has made no promises either of eternal life, or of any
      deliverance or preservation from eternal death, but what are contained
      in the covenant of grace, the promises that are given in Christ, in
      whom all the promises are yea and amen. But surely they have no
      interest in the promises of the covenant of grace who are not the
      children of the covenant, who do not believe in any of the promises,
      and have no interest in the Mediator of the covenant.

    So that, whatever some have imagined and pretended about promises
    made to natural men's earnest seeking and knocking, it is plain and
    manifest, that whatever pains a natural man takes in religion, whatever
    prayers he makes, till he believes in Christ, God is under no manner of
    obligation to keep him a moment from eternal destruction.

    So that, thus it is that natural men are held in the hand of God,
    over the pit of hell; they have deserved the fiery pit, and are already
    sentenced to it; and God is dreadfully provoked, his anger is as great
    towards them as to those that are actually suffering the executions of
    the fierceness of his wrath in hell, and they have done nothing in the
    least to appease or abate that anger, neither is God in the least bound
    by any promise to hold them up one moment; the devil is waiting for
    them, hell is gaping for them, the flames gather and flash about them,
    and would fain lay hold on them, and swallow them up; the fire pent up
    in their own hearts is struggling to break out: and they have no
    interest in any Mediator, there are no means within reach that can be
    any security to them. In short, they have no refuge, nothing to take
    hold of; all that preserves them every moment is the mere arbitrary
    will, and uncovenanted, unobliged forbearance of an incensed God.

    Application

    The use of this awful subject may be for awakening unconverted
    persons in this congregation. This that you have heard is the case of
    every one of you that are out of Christ. -- That world of misery, that
    take of burning brimstone, is extended abroad under you. There is the
    dreadful pit of the glowing flames of the wrath of God; there is hell's
    wide gaping mouth open; and you have nothing to stand upon, nor any
    thing to take hold of; there is nothing between you and hell but the
    air; it is only the power and mere pleasure of God that holds you up.

    You probably are not sensible of this; you find you are kept out of
    hell, but do not see the hand of God in it; but look at other things,
    as the good state of your bodily constitution, your care of your own
    life, and the means you use for your own preservation. But indeed these
    things are nothing; if God should withdraw his hand, they would avail
    no more to keep you from falling, than the thin air to hold up a person
    that is suspended in it.

    Your wickedness makes you as it were heavy as lead, and to tend
    downwards with great weight and pressure towards hell; and if God
    should let you go, you would immediately sink and swiftly descend and
    plunge into the bottomless gulf, and your healthy constitution, and
    your own care and prudence, and best contrivance, and all your
    righteousness, would have no more influence to uphold you and keep you
    out of hell, than a spider's web would have to stop a falling rock.
    Were it not for the sovereign pleasure of God, the earth would not bear
    you one moment; for you are a burden to it; the creation groans with
    you; the creature is made subject to the bondage of your corruption,
    not willingly; the sun does not willingly shine upon you to give you
    light to serve sin and Satan; the earth does not willingly yield her
    increase to satisfy your lusts; nor is it willingly a stage for your
    wickedness to be acted upon; the air does not willingly serve you for
    breath to maintain the flame of life in your vitals, while you spend
    your life in the service of God's enemies. God's creatures are good,
    and were made for men to serve God with, and do not willingly subserve
    to any other purpose, and groan when they are abused to purposes so
    directly contrary to their nature and end. And the world would spew you
    out, were it not for the sovereign hand of him who hath subjected it in
    hope. There are the black clouds of God's wrath now hanging directly
    over your heads, full of the dreadful storm, and big with thunder; and
    were it not for the restraining hand of God, it would immediately burst
    forth upon you. The sovereign pleasure of God, for the present, stays
    his rough wind; otherwise it would come with fury, and your destruction
    would come like a whirlwind, and you would be like the chaff of the
    summer threshing floor.

    The wrath of God is like great waters that are dammed for the
    present; they increase more and more, and rise higher and higher, till
    an outlet is given; and the longer the stream is stopped, the more
    rapid and mighty is its course, when once it is let loose. It is true,
    that judgment against your evil works has not been executed hitherto;
    the floods of God's vengeance have been withheld; but your guilt in the
    mean time is constantly increasing, and you are every day treasuring up
    more wrath; the waters are constantly rising, and waxing more and more
    mighty; and there is nothing but the mere pleasure of God, that holds
    the waters back, that are unwilling to be stopped, and press hard to go
    forward. If God should only withdraw his hand from the flood-gate, it
    would immediately fly open, and the fiery floods of the fierceness and
    wrath of God, would rush forth with inconceivable fury, and would come
    upon you with omnipotent power; and if your strength were ten thousand
    times greater than it is, yea, ten thousand times greater than the
    strength of the stoutest, sturdiest devil in hell, it would be nothing
    to withstand or endure it.

    The bow of God's wrath is bent, and the arrow made ready on the
    string, and justice bends the arrow at your heart, and strains the bow,
    and it is nothing but the mere pleasure of God, and that of an angry
    God, without any promise or obligation at all, that keeps the arrow one
    moment from being made drunk with your blood. Thus all you that never
    passed under a great change of heart, by the mighty power of the Spirit
    of God upon your souls; all you that were never bom again, and made new
    creatures, and raised from being dead in sin, to a state of new, and
    before altogether unexperienced light and life, are in the hands of an
    angry God. However you may have reformed your life in many things, and
    may have had religious affections, and may keep up a form of religion
    in your families and closets, and in the house of God, it is nothing
    but his mere pleasure that keeps you from being this moment swallowed
    up in everlasting destruction. However unconvinced you may now be of
    the truth of what you hear, by and by you will be fully convinced of
    it. Those that are gone from being in the like circumstances with you,
    see that it was so with them; for destruction came suddenly upon most
    of them; when they expected nothing of it, and while they were saying,
    Peace and safety: now they see, that those things on which they
    depended for peace and safety, were nothing but thin air and empty
    shadows.

    The God that holds you over the pit of hell, much as one holds a
    spider, or some loathsome insect over the fire, abhors you, and is
    dreadfully provoked: his wrath towards you burns like fire; he looks
    upon you as worthy of nothing else, but to be cast into the fire; he is
    of purer eyes than to bear to have you in his sight; you are ten
    thousand times more abominable in his eyes, than the most hateful
    venomous serpent is in ours. You have offended him infinitely more than
    ever a stubborn rebel did his prince; and yet it is nothing but his
    hand that holds you from falling into the fire every moment. It is to
    be ascribed to nothing else, that you did not go to hell the last
    night; that you was suffered to awake again in this world, after you
    closed your eyes to sleep. And there is no other reason to be given,
    why you have not dropped into hell since you arose in the morning, but
    that God's hand has held you up. There is no other reason to be given
    why you have not gone to hell, since you have sat here in the house of
    God, provoking his pure eyes by your sinful wicked manner of attending
    his solemn worship. Yea, there is nothing else that is to be given as a
    reason why you do not this very moment drop down into hell.

    O sinner! Consider the fearful danger you are in: it is a great
    fumace of wrath, a wide and bottomless pit, full of the fire of wrath,
    that you are held over in the hand of that God, whose wrath is provoked
    and incensed as much against you, as against many of the damned in
    hell. You hang by a slender thread, with the flames of divine wrath
    flashing about it, and ready every moment to singe it, and burn it
    asunder; and you have no interest in any Mediator, and nothing to lay
    hold of to save yourself, nothing to keep off the flames of wrath,
    nothing of your own, nothing that you ever have done, nothing that you
    can do, to induce God to spare you one moment. -- And consider here
    more particularly,

    1. Whose wrath it is: it is the wrath of the infinite
      God. If it were only the wrath of man, though it were of the most
      potent prince, it would be comparatively little to be regarded. The
      wrath of kings is very much dreaded, especially of absolute monarchs,
      who have the possessions and lives of their subjects wholly in their
      power, to be disposed of at their mere will. Prov. 20:2. "The fear of a king is as the roaring of a lion: Whoso provoketh him to anger, sinneth against his own soul."
      The subject that very much enrages an arbitrary prince, is liable to
      suffer the most extreme torments that human art can invent, or human
      power can inflict. But the greatest earthly potentates in their
      greatest majesty and strength, and when clothed in their greatest
      terrors, are but feeble, despicable worms of the dust, in comparison of
      the great and almighty Creator and King of heaven and earth. It is but
      little that they can do, when most enraged, and when they have exerted
      the utmost of their fury. All the kings of the earth, before God, are
      as grasshoppers; they are nothing, and less than nothing: both their
      love and their hatred is to be despised. The wrath of the great King of
      kings, is as much more terrible than theirs, as his majesty is greater.
      Luke 12:4,5. "And I say unto you, my friends, Be not afraid of them
      that kill the body, and after that, have no more that they can do. But
      I will forewarn you whom you shall fear: fear him, which after he hath
      killed, hath power to cast into hell: yea, I say unto you, Fear him.
      "
    2. It is the fierceness of his wrath that you are exposed to. We often read of the fury of God; as in Isa. 59:18. "According to their deeds, accordingly he will repay fury to his adversaries." So Isa. 66:15. "For
      behold, the Lord will come with fire, and with his chariots like a
      whirlwind, to render his anger with fury, and his rebuke with flames of
      fire.
      " And in many other places. So, Rev. 19:15, we read of "the wine press of the fierceness and wrath of Almighty God." The words are exceeding terrible. If it had only been said, "the wrath of God," the words would have implied that which is infinitely dreadful: but it is "the fierceness and wrath of God."
      The fury of God! the fierceness of Jehovah! Oh, how dreadful that must
      be! Who can utter or conceive what such expressions carry in them! But
      it is also "the fierceness and wrath of almighty God."
      As though there would be a very great manifestation of his almighty
      power in what the fierceness of his wrath should inflict, as though
      omnipotence should be as it were enraged, and exerted, as men are wont
      to exert their strength in the fierceness of their wrath. Oh! then,
      what will be the consequence! What will become of the poor worms that
      shall suffer it! Whose hands can be strong? And whose heart can endure?
      To what a dreadful, inexpressible, inconceivable depth of misery must
      the poor creature be sunk who shall be the subject of this!

      Consider this, you that are here present, that yet remain in an
      unregenerate state. That God will execute the fierceness of his anger,
      implies, that he will inflict wrath without any pity. When God beholds
      the ineffable extremity of your case, and sees your torment to be so
      fastly disproportioned to your strength, and sees how your poor soul is
      crushed, and sinks down, as it were, into an infinite gloom; he will
      have no compassion upon you, he will not forbear the executions of his
      wrath, or in the least lighten his hand; there shall be no moderation
      or mercy, nor will God then at all stay his rough wind; he will have no
      regard to your welfare, nor be at all careful lest you should suffer
      too much in any other sense, than only that you shall not suffer beyond what strict justice requires. Nothing shall be withheld, because it is so hard for you to bear. Ezek. 8:18. "Therefore
      will I also deal in fury: mine eye shall not spare, neither will I have
      pity; and though they cry in mine ears with a loud voice, yet I will
      not hear them.
      " Now God stands ready to pity you; this is a day of
      mercy; you may cry now with some encouragement of obtaining mercy. But
      when once the day of mercy is past, your most lamentable and dolorous
      cries and shrieks will be in vain; you will be wholly lost and thrown
      away of God, as to any regard to your welfare. God will have no other
      use to put you to, but to suffer misery; you shall be continued in
      being to no other end; for you will be a vessel of wrath fitted to
      destruction; and there will be no other use of this vessel, but to be
      filled full of wrath. God will be so far from pitying you when you cry
      to him, that it is said he will only "laugh and mock," Prov. 1:25,26,&c.

      How awful are those words, Isa. 63:3, which are the words of the great God. "I
      will tread them in mine anger, and will trample them in my fury, and
      their blood shall be sprinkled upon my garments, and I will stain all
      my raiment.
      " It is perhaps impossible to conceive of words that
      carry in them greater manifestations of these three things, viz.
      contempt, and hatred, and fierceness of indignation. If you cry to God
      to pity you, he will be so far from pitying you in your doleful case,
      or showing you the least regard or favour, that instead of that, he
      will only tread you under foot. And though he will know that you cannot
      bear the weight of omnipotence treading upon you, yet he will not
      regard that, but he will crush you under his feet without mercy; he
      will crush out your blood, and make it fly, and it shall be sprinkled
      on his garments, so as to stain all his raiment. He will not only hate
      you, but he will have you in the utmost contempt: no place shall be
      thought fit for you, but under his feet to be trodden down as the mire
      of the streets.

    3. The misery you are exposed to is that which
      God will inflict to that end, that he might show what that wrath of
      Jehovah is. God hath had it on his heart to show to angels and men,
      both how excellent his love is, and also how terrible his wrath is.
      Sometimes earthly kings have a mind to show how terrible their wrath
      is, by the extreme punishments they would execute on those that would
      provoke them. Nebuchadnezzar, that mighty and haughty monarch of the
      Chaldean empire, was willing to show his wrath when enraged with
      Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego; and accordingly gave orders that the
      burning fiery furnace should be heated seven times hotter than it was
      before; doubtless, it was raised to the utmost degree of fierceness
      that human art could raise it. But the great God is also willing to
      show his wrath, and magnify his awful majesty and mighty power in the
      extreme sufferings of his enemies. Rom. 9:22. "What if God, willing
      to show his wrath, and to make his power known, endured with much
      long-suffering the vessels of wrath fitted to destruction?
      " And
      seeing this is his design, and what he has determined, even to show how
      terrible the unrestrained wrath, the fury and fierceness of Jehovah is,
      he will do it to effect. There will be something accomplished and
      brought to pass that will be dreadful with a witness. When the great
      and angry God hath risen up and executed his awful vengeance on the
      poor sinner, and the wretch is actually suffering the infinite weight
      and power of his indignation, then will God call upon the whole
      universe to behold that awful majesty and mighty power that is to be
      seen in it. Isa. 33:12-14. "And the people shall be as the burnings
      of lime, as thorns cut up shall they be burnt in the fire. Hear ye that
      are far off, what I have done; and ye that are near, acknowledge my
      might. The sinners in Zion are afraid; fearfulness hath surprised the
      hypocrites,
      " &c.

      Thus it will be with you that are in an unconverted state, if you
      continue in it; the infinite might, and majesty, and terribleness of
      the omnipotent God shall be magnified upon you, in the ineffable
      strength of your torments. You shall be tormented in the presence of
      the holy angels, and in the presence of the Lamb; and when you shall be
      in this state of suffering, the glorious inhabitants of heaven shall go
      forth and look on the awful spectacle, that they may see what the wrath
      and fierceness of the Almighty is; and when they have seen it, they
      will fall down and adore that great power and majesty. Isa. 66:23,24. "And
      it shall come to pass, that from one new moon to another, and from one
      sabbath to another, shall all flesh come to worship before me, saith
      the Lord. And they shall go forth and look upon the carcasses of the
      men that have transgressed against me; for their worm shall not die,
      neither shall their fire be quenched, and they shall be an abhorring
      unto all flesh.
      "

    4. It is everlasting wrath. It would be dreadful
      to suffer this fierceness and wrath of Almighty God one moment; but you
      must suffer it to all eternity. There will be no end to this exquisite
      horrible misery. When you look forward, you shall see a long for ever,
      a boundless duration before you, which will swallow up your thoughts,
      and amaze your soul; and you will absolutely despair of ever having any
      deliverance, any end, any mitigation, any rest at all. You will know
      certainly that you must wear out long ages, millions of millions of
      ages, in wrestling and conflicting with this almighty merciless
      vengeance; and then when you have so done, when so many ages have
      actually been spent by you in this manner, you will know that all is
      but a point to what remains. So that your punishment will indeed be
      infinite. Oh, who can express what the state of a soul in such
      circumstances is! All that we can possibly say about it, gives but a
      very feeble, faint representation of it; it is inexpressible and
      inconceivable: For "who knows the power of God's anger?"

    How dreadful is the state of those that are daily and hourly in the
    danger of this great wrath and infinite misery! But this is the dismal
    case of every soul in this congregation that has not been bom again,
    however moral and strict, sober and religious, they may otherwise be.
    Oh that you would consider it, whether you be young or old! There is
    reason to think, that there are many in this congregation now hearing
    this discourse, that will actually be the subjects of this very misery
    to all eternity. We know not who they are, or in what seats they sit,
    or what thoughts they now have. It may be they are now at ease, and
    hear all these things without much disturbance, and are now flattering
    themselves that they are not the persons, promising themselves that
    they shall escape. If we knew that there was one person, and but one,
    in the whole congregation, that was to be the subject of this misery,
    what an awful thing would it be to think of! If we knew who it was,
    what an awful sight would it be to see such a person! How might all the
    rest of the congregation lift up a lamentable and bitter cry over him!
    But, alas! instead of one, how many is it likely will remember this
    discourse in hell? And it would be a wonder, if some that are now
    present should not be in hell in a very short time, even before this
    year is out. And it would be no wonder if some persons, that now sit
    here, in some seats of this meeting-house, in health, quiet and secure,
    should be there before tomorrow morning. Those of you that finally
    continue in a natural condition, that shall keep out of hell longest
    will be there in a little time! your damnation does not slumber; it
    will come swiftly, and, in all probability, very suddenly upon many of
    you. You have reason to wonder that you are not already in hell. It is
    doubtless the case of some whom you have seen and known, that never
    deserved hell more than you, and that heretofore appeared as likely to
    have been now alive as you. Their case is past all hope; they are
    crying in extreme misery and perfect despair; but here you are in the
    land of the living and in the house of God, and have an opportunity to
    obtain salvation. What would not those poor damned hopeless souls give
    for one day's opportunity such as you now enjoy!

    And now you have an extraordinary opportunity, a day wherein Christ
    has thrown the door of mercy wide open, and stands in calling and
    crying with a loud voice to poor sinners; a day wherein many are
    flocking to him, and pressing into the kingdom of God. Many are daily
    coming from the east, west, north and south; many that were very lately
    in the same miserable condition that you are in, are now in a happy
    state, with their hearts filled with love to him who has loved them,
    and washed them from their sins in his own blood, and rejoicing in hope
    of the glory of God. How awful is it to be left behind at such a day!
    To see so many others feasting, while you are pining and perishing! To
    see so many rejoicing and singing for joy of heart, while you have
    cause to mourn for sorrow of heart, and howl for vexation of spirit!
    How can you rest one moment in such a condition? Are not your souls as
    precious as the souls of the people at Suffield, where they are
    flocking from day to day to Christ?

    Are there not many here who have lived long in the world, and are
    not to this day born again? and so are aliens from the commonwealth of
    Israel, and have done nothing ever since they have lived, but treasure
    up wrath against the day of wrath? Oh, sirs, your case, in an especial
    manner, is extremely dangerous. Your guilt and hardness of heart is
    extremely great. Do you not see how generaity persons of your years are
    passed over and left, in the present remarkable and wonderful
    dispensation of God's mercy? You had need to consider yourselves, and
    awake thoroughly out of sleep. You cannot bear the fierceness and wrath
    of the infinite God. -- And you, young men, and young women, will you
    neglect this precious season which you now enjoy, when so many others
    of your age are renouncing all youthful vanities, and flocking to
    Christ? You especially have now an extraordinary opportunity; but if
    you neglect it, it will soon be with you as with those persons who
    spent all the precious days of youth in sin, and are now come to such a
    dreadful pass in blindness and hardness. -- And you, children, who are
    unconverted, do not you know that you are going down to hell, to bear
    the dreadful wrath of that God, who is now angry with you every day and
    every night? Will you be content to be the children of the devil, when
    so many other children in the land are converted, and are become the
    holy and happy children of the King of kings?

    And let every one that is yet out of Christ, and hanging over the
    pit of hell, whether they be old men and women, or middle aged, or
    young people, or little children, now hearken to the loud calls of
    God's word and providence. This acceptable year of the Lord, a day of
    such great favour to some, will doubtless be a day of as remarkable
    vengeance to others. Men's hearts harden, and their guilt increases
    apace at such a day as this, if they neglect their souls; and never was
    there so great danger of such persons being given up to hardness of
    heart and blindness of mind. God seems now to be hastily gathering in
    his elect in all parts of the land; and probably the greater part of
    adult persons that ever shall be saved, will be brought in now in a
    little time, and that it will be as it was on the great out-pouring of
    the Spirit upon the Jews in the apostles' days; the election will
    obtain, and the rest will be blinded. If this should be the case with
    you, you will eternally curse this day, and will curse the day that
    ever you was born, to see such a season of the pouring out of God's
    Spirit, and will wish that you had died and gone to hell before you had
    seen it. Now undoubtedly it is, as it was in the days of John the
    Baptist, the axe is in an extraordinary manner laid at the root of the
    trees, that every tree which brings not forth good fruit, may be hewn
    down and cast into the fire.

    Therefore, let every one that is out of Christ, now awake and fly
    from the wrath to come. The wrath of Almighty God is now undoubtedly
    hanging over a great part of this congregation. Let every one fly out
    of Sodom: "Haste and escape for your lives, look not behind you, escape
    to the mountain, lest you be consumed."

  • Animal catchers and Saturday picture of me

    Ok first here is the picture of me today

    Now...on to animal catchers.

    I don't know how many of you have ever watched Animal Planet.
    My children love to watch Animal Precinct, Animal cops, and Animal heroes.  They are shows about rescuing abused animals.


    My children love it. They made their own catch poles to act like they are catching animals lol.

      

      

  • Friday

    Well, today is Friday. Grocery shopping day. Here is the picture of me today. I love this dress. I got it at Goodwill Industries. We have two really good Goodwills in this area to go to. The one in Morgantown I was able to get my husband two nice suits so far. We also go to the one in East Earl. Both of them tend to have modest dresses. The one in East Earl even has a cape dress section because of all the conservative Mennonites shopping there and donating there.

  • Country Mom

    Well, here is me today. Today I am wearing my John Deere country mom shirt and my tan skirt. The shirt my husband got for me at the John Deere store. The skirt comes from the Re-Uzit shop. The Re-Uzit shop sells used clothes and the profits are
    sent to the Mennonite Central Committee. MCC provides food, health,
    school, and relief supplies fo
    r people in need throughout the world.

    Update: Ok because people have been asking to see it, here is a picture of the front of the shirt (bad picture my eyes are closed)

        

  • Blessed Assurance

    Ok the last hymn for the day :)

    I will post this one in German and English.

    Words: Fan­ny Cros­by, 1873
    Born: March 24, 1820, Put­nam Coun­ty, New York.
    Died: Feb­ru­a­ry 12, 1915, Bridge­port, Con­nec­ti­cut.
    Buried: Bridge­port, Con­nec­ti­cut.

    Fanny Cros­by was prob­ab­ly the most pro­lif­ic hymn­ist in his­to­ry. Though blind­ed by an in­com­pe­tent doc­tor at six weeks of age, she wrote over 8,000 hymns. About her blind­ness, she said: It seemed in­tend­ed by the bless­ed prov­i­dence of God that I should be blind all my life, and I thank him for the dis­pen­sa­tion. If per­fect earth­ly sight were of­fered me to­mor­row I would not ac­cept it. I might not have sung hymns to the praise of God if I had been dis­tract­ed by the beau­ti­ful and in­ter­est­ing things about me.

    In her life­time, Fan­ny Cros­by was one of the best known wo­men in the Unit­ed States. To this day, the vast ma­jor­i­ty of Amer­i­can hymn­als con­tain her work.

    Blessèd assurance, Jesus is mine!
    O what a foretaste of glory divine!
    Heir of salvation, purchase of God,
    Born of His Spirit, washed in His blood.

    Refrain:
    This is my story, this is my song,
    Praising my Savior, all the day long;
    This is my story, this is my song,
    Praising my Savior, all the day long.

    Perfect submission, perfect delight,
    Visions of rapture now burst on my sight;
    Angels descending bring from above
    Echoes of mercy, whispers of love.

    Refrain

    Perfect submission, all is at rest
    I in my Savior am happy and blest,
    Watching and waiting, looking above,
    Filled with His goodness, lost in His love.

    Refrain

    now in German

    Sel’ge Gewissheit, Jesus ist mein!
    Nun kann erst recht ich des Lebens mich freu’n.
    Erbe des Himmels, ewig beglückt,
    Wie schon der Vorschmack wonnig entzückt!

    Refrain:
    Dies ist mein ew’ger Jubelgesang,
    Jesum ich preis’ mit freudigem Drang;
    Dies ist mein ew’ger Jubelgesang,
    Jesum ich preis’ mit freudigem Drang.

    Süsse Ergebung, himmlische Freud’,
    Ist man dem Heilande völlig geweiht;
    Göttlicher Friede füllt meine Brust,
    Seine Gebote sind meine Lust.

    Refrain

    Seliger Friede, heilige Rast,
    Jesus bewahrt mich und trägt meine Last;
    Glücklich, wer dessen sicher darf sein:
    Jesu gehör’ ich, Jesus ist mein!

    Refrain

  • COME AND DINE

    Words:  Charles B. Wid­mey­er, 1906; Widmeyer wrote the song to go with a ser­mon he was pre­par­ing on John 21:12.

    Music: Charles B. Wid­mey­er; ar­ranged by S. H. Bol­ton

    Charles B. Wid­mey­er
    Born: Ju­ly 19, 1884, Morgan, West Vir­gin­ia.
    Died: De­cem­ber 14, 1974, Los An­ge­les, Cal­i­for­nia.

    Jesus has a table spread
    Where the saints of God are fed,
    He invites His chosen people, “Come and dine”;
    With His manna He doth feed
    And supplies our every need:
    O ’tis sweet to sup with Jesus all the time!

    “Come and dine,” the Master calleth, “Come and dine”;
    You may feast at Jesus’ table all the time;
    He Who fed the multitude, turned the water into wine,
    To the hungry calleth now, “Come and dine.”

    The disciples came to land,
    Thus obeying Christ’s command,
    For the Master called unto them, “Come and dine”;
    There they found their heart’s desire,
    Bread and fish upon the fire;
    Thus He satisfies the hungry every time.

    “Come and dine,” the Master calleth, “Come and dine”;
    You may feast at Jesus’ table all the time;
    He Who fed the multitude, turned the water into wine,
    To the hungry calleth now, “Come and dine.”

    Soon the Lamb will take His bride
    To be ever at His side,
    All the host of Heaven will assembled be;
    O ’twill be a glorious sight,
    All the saints in spotless white;
    And with Jesus they will feast eternally.

    “Come and dine,” the Master calleth, “Come and dine”;
    You may feast at Jesus’ table all the time;
    He Who fed the multitude, turned the water into wine,
    To the hungry calleth now, “Come and dine.”

  • This World is not my Home

    Refrain:

    O Lord, you know I have no friend like you
    If heaven's not my home, O Lord what will I do.
    The angels beckon me from heaven's open door.
    And I can't feel at home in this world anymore.

    Verses:

    This world is not my home, I'm just a-passing through
    My treasures are laid up somewhere beyond the blue
    The angels beckon me from heaven's open door
    And I can't feel at home in this world anymore.

    My Savior pardoned me from guilt and shame I know
    I'll trust His saving grace, while traveling here below.
    I know He'll welcome me from heaven's open door
    And I can't feel at home in this world anymore.

    They're all expecting me, and that's one thing I know.
    I fixed it up with Jesus, a long, long time ago.
    I know he'll take me through, though I am weak and poor.
    And I can't feel at home in this world anymore.

    I have a precious mother up in glory land
    I don't expect to stop until I clasp her hand
    For me she's waiting now at heaven's open door
    And I can't feel at home in this world anymore

    The saints in glory land are shouting victory.
    I want to join their band and live eternally
    I hear the sweetest praise from heaven's open door
    And I can't feel at home in this world anymore.