April 14, 2009
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prayer request
I would love your prayers. I feel very ill and nauseous today and C has to go to the dentist today. I would really appreciate your prayers.
Thank you.
I would love your prayers. I feel very ill and nauseous today and C has to go to the dentist today. I would really appreciate your prayers.
Thank you.
Comments (9)
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awwww =/ hope you feel better dearie. <3 take care of yourself in as much as is possible. praying for you right now and will continue throughout the day.
I hope you are feeling better and things went well for C. Love the new background.
@youtome@revelife - the dentist thing went well for C.
As for me…I am tired, grumpy and my stomach hurts and I just feel all around horrible. I don’t even have my headcovering on yet today. I just dont feel the umf to do anything. I just want to go to bed for the day and be woken up when it is tomorrow. That of course is not an option.
@Kristenmomof3 - =/ i’m so sorry hon’. i’m praying for you right now. you may just have to cancel stuff and people just need to understand that your very sick =/ you take care of yourself dear. please, in any way you can rest today.
love you. hope you feel better real soon. ((hugs)) <3
@youtome@revelife - well, at least I have progressed to getting food for the children and getting my headveiling on. Nothing fancy today just wrapped about my head like the icon I will use in this reply
My uncle is taking my grandfather to renew his license and I have to watch grandma close that she doesn’t fall. Plus I need to clean their part of the house because Her pastors and deacons are coming on Friday to give her communion since she was not able to make it to the last communion
@youtome@revelife - well, I thought I was having a better day for a little there and then my aunt let me know what she really thought of me and how she doesn’t think I do enough for grandma and grandpa and how I don’t clean emough.
They don’t realize all I do for grandma and grandpa.
I can’t stop cry. I have been crying for about 1/2 an hour now and I can’t stop.
you think I would be over lettin gmy aunts hurt me by now. Why does what they think still hurt me. why can’t they see everything I do. why do they hate me?
Awww, what’s wrong?
@Kristenmomof3 - that does not seem right at all for them to try to guilt trip you like that. you have a husband and 3 kids, are sick right now, your little one was just sick… that’s the last thing you needed. it sounds like you are under attack quite a bit and satan’s not fighting fair. it’s easy for people to judge when they aren’t the ones there day to day. some people will always find something to nitpick about. maybe it assuages their own guilt for not being there themselves. i don’t think you honestly can do more than you are doing already. it sounds like they want to sound like they mean well, but you don’t need them admonishing you like that. especially not now.
i understand the desire for the house being cleaner for the last communion and such but i think people would totally understand that you have 3 kids, have been sick and that you have your own house to clean too. i’m sure, knowing you that you will try to clean their house, and i’m sure, knowing you that you help out and cook meals and look after them plenty. it’s not in your nature to neglect your loved ones. so i dont think that was right at all.
((hugs)) i’m sorry they are being so difficult. part of it probably is the age and culture too. if it’s not done their way, it’s probably not right. or if it’s not up to their standards, it is not good enough. it’s hard for some women to accept that other people have different priorities and that society has changed a lot. there are so many more demands on your time right now than when you and i were growing up. i can totally relate though, with my own mother. so i know it’s not so easy to just let it go in one ear and out the other. i get that kind of nagging/tearing down, attacking on a daily basis, underming authority, etc. it’s rough. just don’t believe the lie that it’s true. b/c it’s not true. we have seasons in our lives where we can’t keep a perfectly clean house b/c we have children, or family is sick, or we’re inundated with work or missions. so today was the worst day to tear you down.
they might be tearing you down based out of fear also. they might be afraid of losing their sister and they somehow think they are helping things to get you to work harder. but if you get sick, then what? then you are not much help to them OR the kids….so i feel for you sweetie. you take care of yourself and do the best you can to get better first. enlist to the kids to help. even though they are really small, they can still help with maybe dusting or shaking rugs out or sweeping. maybe even just reading a story to grandma or sitting with her for a bit. make it a family game. that might help you out some.
praying for you dear ((hugs)) feel free to vent, message or call me too (you have my number – i dont think i have yours though). i don’t even have to chat. i’ll just listen, okay? well, whatever you feel up to.